| well it has been quite a while since i last wrote an entry...not too much is new ....im starting to wonder y i put up with some stuff.....yea ive about had it with this one person who will remain nameless....some girls are juz ...ahh haha idn they r retarded. i asked this one girl if anything is wrong to show careand she says no yet shes haven a freakin ashma attack..wtf?guys basically suck major ass too.;....like every guy who lives here in monroeville sucks ass ...they either drink and do drugs or they r juz not my type...and of course i finally found someone :::Doug :D:::::yet he lives in philly...sucks so bad!i had highlands relays tonite..oi did alright kept runnin into the damn lane rope..and it stormed right after i left...god there was a super hot abercrombie model lookin guy there but of course the ho took advantage of that....u already got one hun..let the rest of us have a chance...grrrrrrrr...i hate workin im so bad at it lmao...me and krysten are pretty good friends again ...this is good...we r always nuts together...so funny...lol im debating on whether i should stay in swimming or noyt..hmm..i wanna d othe girls golf team real bad !! that would b sweet not too sure im good enough tho...i need a new talent so me and krysten are gonna explore some new talents...and plan a party! heck yes! lol well i love ya! |
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| hey well....ive got so much on my mind..finals this week! then im out of school! yes! im so nervous tho hope i dont blow these...i miss doug so much i cant stop thinkin about him im sad...he usually calls me to see how my day went and he dint call me today ...yea hope that doesnt mean nething or i mite b a lil bit crushed again for a while...hes so perfect i love him so much...i hope everythings ok...well li g i should go to bed....ahhhhhhhh |
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| guys are like makeup, if u choose the wrong color it could get ugly!!<~ very true>.....wow im in a bad mood i hate school and boys god damnit
i hate "him" well mabe hates too strong of a word
b-bitch
a-asswipe
s-skank
t- toot face
a-asshole
r-retard
d- dick head yea thats all i gotta say bout him |
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| the pain i get inside is back and its aching ....no one wants me or will ever love me |
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| why am i drawn to you? sucked in by the pull of your beauty. is this my path? should i follow in confidence or just stand back in aww of what i see? this world is full of the unknown. this thing called love is one of these things. Love.... how can you know what to do with it? and a kiss from someone you love can send your hart raceing, and stop it at the same time. this thyrum of love will never be known. but yet we love this love so much. so what do you do when you see a beautiful girl in front of you? do you tell her how you feel or just sit back and wait in utter silence.
^wow so deep jon wrote for me! i love him omg thats so freakin sweet he desrves someone way better then me.....newho ive managed to get myself into a mess......see me n d have a thing but imn goin out with n but he blows me off and then i kissed j and made ourt with m..im such a ho! omg wats fuckin wrong with me
i have sucha bad mouth!! |
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